Sunday, May 30, 2010

Quintessential Fundamentals 5-30-10



Important to revisit ones quintessential fundamentals a time or two a year... Here is a short list from a quick assessment today.

The Perennial Philosophy: https://prostores3.carrierzone.com/stores/i/insightscomm.com/images/PSHelperSet/InsightsComm_philosophy3.pdf

Thou Art That: http://followyourbliss.tribe.net/thread/ca5902fb-13b6-41a9-a2a3-014a44e4f058

Grow Where You Are Planted: The grass is not greener elsewhere, just different (and the same).

Be Who You Are: If you have a size 8 foot… wear size 8 shoes.

Gratitude: There is more to be thankful for than you can even call to mind.

Wonder: There is more to wonder at than you can even call to mind.

Wisdom As Behavior In Accord With The Rhythm Of The Created World: You are not what you think, feel or will. You are what you do.

Don’t Waste Time Discussing Theology: Rather, break bread over how the Ultimate is afoot in your current life.

What Feels Like Discovering is Really No More Than Remembering.

Sunday, May 9, 2010

The Water of Torah



Rabbi Akiva was inspired to study Torah by seeing how a small stream of water had tiny bit by tiny bit worn through a rock. From this he learned that every “drop” of Torah study must change a person, even though the initial signs of change may not be recognized.

From: In the Garden of Torah

http://www.chabad.org/library/article_cdo/aid/82718/jewish/Bechukosai.htm

Real Growth

Bechukosai

Adapted from
Likkutei Sichos, Vol. III, p. 1012ff;
Vol. VI, p. 112ff; Vol. XVII, p. 313ff;
Vol. XXII, p. 163ff

Satisfying Thirst

One characteristic of the human condition is a desire for growth.1 This is a positive trait, an expression of the nature of man’s soul. For the soul of man is “an actual part of G-d.”2 As such, no substitute for genuine meaning will ring true. Moreover, even when a person achieves an understanding of authentic truth, he will constantly seek to expand his awareness. For G-d is unlimited, and the G-dly potential within us reflects this boundlessness, never remaining content with any given situation, but rather striving to “proceed from strength to strength.”3

Although this desire for growth is universal, its expression varies from individual to individual. For though we all want to continue advancing, many do not know how to start, and this lack of knowledge prevents personal growth from beginning.

How does an individual find the never-ending path to personal growth? Answers to this question can be derived from our Torah reading, which begins with the phrase:4אם בחוקותי תלכו , generally translated as “If you follow My statutes.” תלכו translated as “follow,” also means “proceed,” and is used in several sources as an allusion to personal growth.5 בחוקותי , “My statutes,” refers to a particular category of mitzvos, referred to as chukim. What is implied is that personal growth depends on internalizing the lessons of the chukim.

Hewn Into Our Hearts

The word חוק means “engrave.” Contrasting the difference between writing and engraving allows us to appreciate the inner meaning of the chukim , and the influence they have upon us.6 Firstly, in contrast to writing, engraving involves strenuous labor. Writing is also considered one of the 39 categories of labor,7 but the amount of effort required to write cannot be compared to that necessary to engrave.8

In this context, Rashi interprets אם בחוקותי תלכו as meaning “If you labor in Torah study,” i.e., if you do more than merely study, and arduously apply yourself to the Torah. When a person dedicates himself in this fashion, the words of the Torah will become “engraved” on his heart. Even if his heart is as rigid as stone, the gentle, inexorable pressure applied by the “water” of the Torah will penetrate.9

This is the first key to personal growth. There is no such thing as spirituality without sacrifice. A field will not yield crops unless one plows and sows. In order to make the Divine potential each of us possesses grow and blossom, an investment of hard work must be made.

Without a Dichotomy

There is another difference between writing and engraving. When one writes, the surface upon which one writes and the ink which one uses remain two separate entities. When, by contrast, letters are engraved in stone, the writing and the stone form a single entity; they are inseparable.10

This points to the importance of internalizing the Torah, making its teachings part of one’s own being. There is an advantage to compelling oneself to observe the Torah even when doing so runs contrary to one’s nature.11 But the deepest commitment to G-d’s service involves remaking one’s nature to reflect His will.12

This is the second lesson of the chukim that a person and the Torah should not be separate entities,13 but rather a single whole.14

This approach leads to true growth, for one proceeds beyond the limited vistas of his own perception, and enters the unlimited horizons to which the Torah introduces him.

Above the Limits of Intellect

The above leads to a third interpretation of chukim: that the term refers to the dimensions of Torah which surpass our understanding. Toiling in the study of the Torah brings one to an awareness that its every facet, even those which appear to be within the grasp of mortal intellect, is in fact unbounded. For the Torah is G-d’s wisdom, and “just as it is impossible for a created being to comprehend his Creator, so too, it is impossible to comprehend His attributes.”15 “He is the Knower… and He is the Knowledge itself. All is one.”16

Moreover, such a commitment to study does more than engender an awareness of the infinite dimension of the Torah’s wisdom; as mentioned above, it enables this dimension to be internalized. In the process, a person’s way of thinking changes, and the infinite dimension of the Torah becomes one with his own being.

Fusing Conflicting Tendencies

Parshas Bechukosai is often read in conjunction with Parshas Behar. On the surface, the two readings represent opposite approaches, for Behar communicates the message of personal strength and fortitude, while Bechukosai focuses on the theme of self-transcendence. Nevertheless, as a person endeavors to apply the lessons of each reading in his life, he realizes that the messages are complementary.

When the strength of Behar stands upon the self-transcendence of Bechukosai, one uncovers deeper and more powerful reserves of strength than one normally possesses.17

Conversely, the self-transcendence of Bechukosai is possible only when a person possesses the inner strength of purpose needed to make the required efforts.

To Know G-d’s Goodness

The majority of this Torah reading focuses on the rewards granted for observance of the Torah, and the punishments ordained for failure to observe. One might ask: When a person has internalized the self-transcendence of Bechukosai, of what interest is reward? As the Alter Rebbe would say:18 “I don’t want Your World to Come. I don’t want Your Gan Eden. All I want is You alone.”

In truth, however, only a person who genuinely “wants You alone” can appreciate the full measure of reward G-d has associated with the Torah and its mitzvos. As long as a person is concerned with his individual wants and desires, he will interpret the reward received for observance in that light. When, by contrast, a person has transcended his individual will, instead of these petty material concerns, he will appreciate the essential good and kindness which G-d conveys.19

This will create a self-reinforcing pattern, for the purpose of the rewards granted by the Torah is to enable an individual to further his study and observance.20

As this pattern spreads among mankind, we will merit the full measure of blessings mentioned in the Torah reading, with the return of our people to our land, led by Mashiach. Then “Your threshing season will last until your grape harvest…. You shall eat your bread with satisfaction…. I will grant peace in the land, and none shall make you afraid.”21


FOOTNOTES
1. At times, this desire is consciously appreciated and therefore systematically developed. In other instances, a person will experience undefined feelings of restlessness and a longing for change. At the core of these feelings is the soul’s desire for spiritual growth. Note Likkutei Sichos, Vol. IX, p. 25.
2. Tanya, ch. 2.
3. Psalms 84:8.
4. Leviticus 26:3.
5. Psalms, loc. cit., Zachariah 3:7, et al.
6. See Likkutei Torah, Bamidbar 45a.
7. Shabbos 7:2.
8. Such an approach to study is of virtue in its own right, as explained in Tanya, ch. 15.
9. Cf. Avos d’Rabbi Nosson 6:2. This concept is quoted with regard to the story of Rabbi Akiva, who was inspired to study Torah by seeing how a small stream of water had tiny bit by tiny bit worn through a rock. From this he learned that every “drop” of Torah study must change a person, even though the initial signs of change may not be recognized.
10. See also the interpretation of the phrase (Avos 3:11): “Even though he possesses Torah and mitzvos.” The Hebrew words translated as “possesses” are יש בידו , literally, “he has in his hand.” This person may observe the Torah and its mitzvos, but his observance is “in his hand,” separate from his inner self [In the Paths of Our Fathers (Kehot, N.Y., 1994)].
11. See Basi LeGani (Sefer HaMaamarim 5710), sec. 1.
12. See Avos 2:4, and the explanation of the mishnah offered by In the Paths of Our Fathers.
13. The two lessons are interrelated, for as explained above, dedicated toil in the study of Torah will enable its truth to penetrate one’s heart.
14. This level was personified by Moshe our teacher, as reflected in the verse (Deuteronomy 11:15): “I will give grass in your fields for your cattle,” in which he speaks in the name of G-d. This is possible because “the Divine presence spoke from his throat” (Zohar, Vol. III, p. 232a); he was totally at one with the Torah which he taught.
15. Tanya, Shaar HaYichud VehaEmunah, ch. 4.
16. Rambam, Mishneh Torah, Hilchos Yesodei HaTorah 2:10.
17. See the previous essay, entitled “Pride That Runs Deeper Than Self.”
18. As quoted in Derech Mitzvosecho, Shoresh Mitzvos HaTefillah, ch. 40. See also Rambam, Hilchos Teshuvah, ch. 10.
19. See Likkutei Sichos, Vol. XV, p. 312.
20. Rambam, Mishneh Torah, Hilchos Teshuvah 9:1.
21. Leviticus 26:5-6.

Sunday, May 2, 2010

Inconveniences and Troubles


"Troubles, you see, is the generalization-word for what God exists in. The thing is not to get hung-up." Dean Moriarty in Jack Kerouac's On the Road.

This is one of my favorite literary quotes... My mind finds it scintillating every time I remember it... As much as I love the idea, experientially, I loathe troubles... I loathe inconveniences...

Here's a list of some of the basic kinds of inconveniences I loathe:

  • Flat tire
  • Battery and/or generator problems in the car
  • Lack of electricity
  • Lack of water in the house
  • Any type of plumbing problem
  • Any type of electrical problem
  • Broken toasters, coffee makers, hair dryers, microwaves
  • Problems with refrigerators, washers, dryers, dishwashers
  • Home repair type issues of any variety

I suppose I hate all of these because of my general handyman ineptitude. After all these years I still find most repair type work intimidating.

On any given day I take for granted that my car will start, that my home will have water, that the refrigerator and washing machine will work... None of this takes into account the daily life of people in many other parts of the world that worry about having food to eat or not stepping into a building or bus that will blow up... I get this... my "troubles" are slight... they are in the inconvenience realm. Minor league all things considered.

Nonetheless... I loathe them.

Years ago I had the opportunity to attend a one day seminar with Scott Peck (author of The Road Less Traveled). He told the story of being on a Catholic retreat and visiting late at night with an old nun (whiskey bottle in tow)... He related his frustration and pain over marital problems he was having... She responded by saying, "That's wonderful my son".

This confused him, so he said, "Sister, I don't think you understood me...". He went on to restate his problems, pain, and anger. She replied, "Yes, I heard you the first time. This is wonderful".

This really pissed him off and and he asked her what the hell she was talking about. She said something like this in response, "It's only when we have troubles that we know we need G-d's help and let G-d in".

Here's to a personal attempt to work towards a paradigm shift... As Dean puts it, ""Troubles, you see, is the generalization-word for what God exists in. The thing is not to get hung-up".

Working on going with the flow (thanks to Marcus Aurelius) and being more receptive to inconveniences and trouble.